I’m a mess.
I’m an old, cranky, Nonni of a mess.
I don’t seem to know what in the world I want anymore. Nothing satisfies me. Nothing much makes me say, “Hooray”.
OK. Except maybe the incredible blood orange cosmo that my dear friend Patty brought me on Friday. That made me say lots of happy words.
But the older I get, the more I seem to be turning into a toddler.
Let me explain it this way.
You know when a toddler demands that you give them a waffle with butter and syrup. So you make said waffle, put on said butter, smoosh on said syrup and present it. The toddler immediately screams, throws themself to the floor and yells “NOOOOOOOOOOOO!”
Well. Yeah. That’s how I feel.
I had a very busy week with my best beloveds. They were both sick and I spent a lot of time making soup, urging them to eat soup, cleaning up the mess of the soup. We watched more episodes of “My Little Pony” than anyone should have to endure. I rocked, I soothed, I brought them to the doctor.
The house smelled of Vicks. I smelled of snot and drool.
I got to the weekend feeling pretty tired.
And it was a busy couple of days, too. Taxes were due, groceries were needed, laundry was piling up.
This meant, of course, than I spent most of Sunday chanting the international call of the teacher, “Snowdaysnowdaysnowdaysnowday.” I checked the “snowday calculator” every 15 minutes. I prayed for snow, even though I really hate snow.
I pictured myself spending a lovely, quiet Monday. At home with just the dogs. Reading. Eating a healthy salad while listening to classical music….
And the snow day was granted by the universe! I was elated!
From 9 to 11, I was just delighted.
Then I realized that I was eating chips out of the bag while sprawled in the recliner in my flannel pants. I was watching “PitBulls and Parolees”. I got up in disgust and made myself vacuum and dust. I went into the attic to put away the Valentine’s tchotchkes and take out the ceramic bunnies and eggs. I semi-decorated. I paid the bills.
It was noon.
I shoveled some snow. I checked Facebook and Twitter. I ate M&Ms.
More “PitBulls and Parolees”. I felt bloated. Bored. Stupid.
Now it’s almost dinner time.
I’m making a cheater’s pizza. You know, where you slice a loaf of garlic bread in half and slop on some toppings.
I tell ya.
There’s just no pleasing this old toddler of a granny.
I can’t wait for the kids to get here in the morning so I can make pancakes that no one will eat, get fingerpaint all over the walls, blow toddler noses 342 times, and then complain about how tired I am.
Do you feel bad for me yet?
10 thoughts on ““Oh, What is to Become of Me?””
“PitBulls and Parolees” ??? seriously, “PitBulls and Parolees.” Wow! I think we may need to mount a rescue mission.
Although that might be a natural reaction to an overdose of “My Little Pony.”
I’m calling a doctor …
Thank you, Andrew….sniff….it was only because “Houston Animal Cops” wasn’t on today….but still…..
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They really have the pitiful me faces down. And you fall for it every time, right? How could you resist?
Right? Of course, this photo was taken two minutes after they both woke up, so I’m totally cheating. But, yes. Yes I do fall for every face. Shshshshshshsh! Don’t tell my daughter!
Hey, every daughter has to accept that it is the perogative of grandparents to spoil their grandchildren.
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You are the best! Chips/flannel/recliner…heaven! Too bad it was to early to justify another blood orange cosmo! 🙂
YOU are a bad influence!
So funny… it’s always the way with a much looked forward to day off!
Really? I’m not the only……nut….out here?
Nut? Who are you calling a nut? I’m the whole bowl 😉